This Essay 1 is reposted in full from FUTURIST TRENDCAST!
I wasn’t planning on posting this. I was getting ready to plow on, to carry that load without complaining, to continue rolling that rock up the mountain. I was ready to jumpstart the new year by working on my new books, planning special events and gifts for my 1st anniversary on Patreon and 5th Anniversary of the Earth Shift Report and FuturisTrendcast. I was ready to be my usual positive self. But then something got triggered…
One of my VERY VALUED and wonderfully caring Patrons posted this comment under my latest Patreon post: Useful Info! Inverted Collapse & Earth Shift Predictions Confirmed by Western Astrology! (2019 Head Start!)
Happy New Year! Lada, I was just checking “psychic predictions 2019” on YouTube, and even the most primitive videos with people flipping a few greasy cards from a mouldy basement will get a few thousands hits, more pro ones gets 50,000-200,000. I know your abilities are much more than “psychic predictions 2019”, just an idea to attract new people, by using some of the popular terms so people can find and get to know you.
You are right. I’m usually so busy putting out VERY high-end, VERY enlightening content that I don’t have time to promote my stuff, and no time to go down to lesser things and do something rather pedestrian so more people would get ‘hooked.’ I am too naive to trust that if you put out truly stellar content people will see it and they will come. Not the case. Just a confirmation of how low people’s consciousness is at this time, if they don’t appreciate what I offer. Very sad. I know you are trying to help, and there are so many others who say similar things. I so appreciate all of you guys! THANK YOU for caring!
I should be happy, I have no reason not to be. I just had a lovely New Year celebration. 2019 began and, as always, I am brimming with new ideas, I have so much to share with people, so much to give to the world! My creative juices are flowing and I expect better and bigger things to come. I am working on new posts and reports… I am working on specials and gifts for my followers to mark the 1st anniversary on Patreon, the fifth anniversary of FuturisTrendcast and Earth Shift Report… What’s more, I am working on my new breakthrough books! So much good stuff is happening in my world!
People who read my content, who listen to me, my clients, real followers, patrons — they all love what I do and they are very grateful. They write me heartfelt testimonials and I know I helped them. And this makes me truly happy!
Alas, sadly my world and the world around me are not moving in unison. There is this illuminated and hopeful world I live in, and that which I try to share with those who want to see and hear. There is a lot of clarity, order and beauty in my world.
Yet around me there seems to simultaneously exist the world of drudgery and confusion, very much unlike mine.
Why am I sad? What I will say now is completely out of character, but it has been on my mind for a long time, at least since 2016… or perhaps, it has been on my mind forever. At one point it simply needs to be said and I decided that today is the day!
In short, we are talking about people’s negativity and indifference.
Everyone tells me I am prolific, that my output is much larger than the output of anyone in comparative fields. Everyone tells me what I do is unique and valuable. They also tell me that I bridge and unite together things that most people find un-bridgeable or irreconcilable. They also tell me that my wisdom is in-depth, innovative, hopeful and enlightening, like no other. Many people over the past years told me that I helped them awaken, see the light, understand the world, get the inner-workings of geopolitics and higher energy, etc., etc. Many people thank me…
You can simply check my page. There are tons more testimonials on Patreon and FuturisTrendcast, which I didn’t have time to put up.
Speaking of output and the body of work, on FuturisTrendcast alone I have over 1000 one-of-a-kind FREE articles, predictions, reports, etc. On Patreon we are approaching 250 cutting-edge, in-depth articles, reports, predictions, quantum calibrations, Earth Shift revelations, and soooooo much more!
My material is so vast, so in-depth and forward-looking that it will open up new worlds for you!
All this time I tried very hard NOT to pay attention to the fact that my prolific FREE major articles, podcasts, predictions and reports on FuturisTrendcast, Youtube and elsewhere hardly get any likes. Oh yes, plenty of readers come. These people take my knowledge and intel and promptly disappear, without giving anything back. I don’t mind, usually. But that kind of usurious attitude is just one part of the problem. The moment something isn’t to someone’s liking, they attempt sending bad vibes towards me.
The moment I actually FINALLY asked people to contribute and support me, I started getting sharp dark energy attacks from some people, some of whom prior to that thanked me profusely for explaining the world to them, for enlightening them as to the truth regarding Russia, US, Ukraine, Novorossia, US dollar, ruble, gold, silver, bitcoin, not to mention the Earth Shift, Quantum Calibrations, Multidimensional Universe, Forbidden History and more. There were a few who even lashed out at me in comments on FuturisTrendcast! One of these ‘supporters’ told me she won’t support me because I dared(!) not to write and publish for free some article in her warped mind I ‘promised’ to write. Another said she used to support FuturisTrendcast but now she boycotts my FREE STUFF because I asked for contributions elsewhere and she has no money (and apparently that is my fault, too). Someone else suddenly emailed me and said that he and his wife want to pay less for my webinars and how dare I don’t give them discount, ‘because they are 50 years of age and they are used to doing things the way they want.’ And incidentally, all these people came not from some third-world, but from rich Western countries.
You have no idea how upsetting and hard it is to keep going, despite these hurtful energies, unpleasant comments, and worst of all , indifference I have been encountering ever since I dared to ask people to support me on Patreon! I even had spies and indirect attempts to disparage me from at least one ‘rival’ geopolitical blogger’s minions, whose name I won’t say (the blogger may not be at fault, it could be his overzealous groupies).
All this is very upsetting and sad for me to see and hear. I only want to help and I do what I can for as many people as possible. I want to lift up the world and every person in it. It’s shoking to see such reaction to my efforts.
There is one group of people who always come through and who always appreciate what I do, and in return I always go out of my way to thank those who truly do support me on Patreon.
TO THOSE VERY FEW PEOPLE who stick by me through thick and thin, who believe in me and who want to give something back – YOU GUYS ARE AMAZING! (There were 67 of you as of the end of December 2018, now only 65 again, but perhaps someone just forgot to pay?)
Not only I receive highly valued financial support from my Patrons, but they try to give me emotional support as well. Seeing that the support I really need right now isn’t materializing, and wanting to support me when I need it most, while I write my books and put out my world-changing theories, some of my very generous patrons even increased their pledges to higher amounts, some as high as $25 a month and even $100 a month! YOU GUYS ROCK! AND YOU HAVE NO IDEA WHAT THIS MEANS TO ME!
There are also quite a few Patrons who took the time to write me nice notes and say supportive words. Some even did that during recent consultations, using their own valuable time! And interestingly enough, there is one striking common thread in many of these supportive comments. The synchronicity is enormous as I know none of these patrons talked to each other. They all came to the same idea on their own! And here it is! As you’ve seen in patron comment I posted at the top, many of my patrons are scratching their heads. They cannot understand why I do not have bigger following; why so few support me on Patreon; why I receive so few likes on FuturisTrendcast and YT, and why there are so few views on my YouTube channel. I regularly get large numbers of Patrons expressing the same sentiment, and trying to help me. The comment at the top of this post is typical.
To reply, I don’t want to descend to other people’s level. I want to lift them up. The rest is up to the people. They need to choose to listen…
But yes, some things depend on me, too. There is only one of me and my time isn’t just valuable – it’s precious. I have to choose very wisely what I spend it on and with whom I share my wisdom! I am very good at geopolitics, analysis, conspiracies, truth-telling and such. I have an enormous number of articles on these subjects on FuturisTrendcast. All of them are free. I also have a large number of Earth Shift Reports, which go much deeper on these topics, and they are donation-based. You can donate even as little as $1 to read or listen. I also have a bunch of free videos and podcasts on YT. The body of knowledge on these topics I’d posted since 2014 is enormous.
However, I am so much more than a geopolitical analyst! SO MUCH MORE!
Besides, very sadly, I’ve found the strictly geopolitical and conspiracy crowd to be the most ungrateful of all. Most of this crowd just want to take the info and knowledge and run. And some would even send negative vibes the moment something isn’t to their liking, or just for the heck of it. They’ll drop you on moment’s notice and even disparage you. I don’t enjoy sharing my hard-earned and important wisdom with such people.
Most importantly, by doing simple geopolitics, I am robbing myself of my true destiny, which is to do much more. It is to facilitate the Earth Shift, it is to shine the light on my Predictions, Quantum Calibration Theory and Earth Shift System, and on my new advanced Multidimensional System. Geopolitics, money and global economy will continue being huge parts of what I do. But going forward, everything I do and talk about will be from the standpoint of my cutting-edge theories and predictions.
No straight geopolitics and current events any more, except some special occasions!
The priority will be MY PROPRIETARY LIFE-CHANGING AND CUTTING-EDGE MATERIAL! Those who really want to learn the in-depth workings of the world, those who really want to see ten layers deep, and those who want the truth, hope and real knowledge, YOU ARE ALL VERY WELCOME TO STICK AROUND!
But I sincerely hope that in response to my hard work you at least take a moment to support me by liking my FREE posts and podcasts on FuturisTrendcast and YT.
I also sincerely hope you follow me on Patreon, where you’ll get much more!
The knowledge you’ll receive through me will expand your horizons, reveal the true mysteries of our universe, and propel you to the higher consciousness. It will open up not only the third dimension, but 4D and 5D as well!
You are welcome to share this fabulous and earth-shifting journey with me! If not interested, have a good life.
There was a time last year I got so upset with some former ‘followers’ that I considered closing down FuturisTrendcast. I also considered closing down my YT channel. But I decided that I would not get discouraged by negative and low–calibrated people no matter what.
FuturisTrendcast is turning 5! There is such a vast body of info and knowledge I accumulated there since 2014 that it would really be a shame to deprive of it those people who can and want to learn. Therefore, FT is here to stay and celebrate its 5th anniversary, and many more to come!
So is Lada Ray YT channel, which will be rebranded soon!
Earth Shift Report is also turning 5 in May, 2019! It will be getting a new life through my upcoming book!
I am working hard on my new, very exciting and cutting-edge BOOKS – coming this year and next!
Patreon is turning 1 on January 16, 2019! This is the place where I’ll put a lot of my energy and where you’ll get the most by joining!
Many exciting and important events and changes coming! Stay tuned!
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